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Wednesday, August 26th, 2009
8:53 am - I LAST DID THIS SURVEY IN 2005 WOW! This is the updated version LOL
[ Slept in your bed ]: me
[ Made you cry ]: no comment
[ You shared a drink with ]: someone at Rachel's Wedding
[ You went to the movies with ]: Ryan, Ryan and Nikki
[ You went to the mall with ]: Erin
[ Yelled at you ]: My Dad
[ Said they were going to kill you ]: hmmm i don't think anyone ever said that to me seriously

[ Said "I love you" and meant it? ]: I say it to my friends and family and I mean it
[ Gotten in a fight] : yes
[went to NY?] : a bunch of times to visit Erica
[Florida? ] yeah 2 years ago
[ California? ] not yet
[ Hawaii? ]: not yet
[Mexico? ]: no
[ China? ]: no
[ Canada? ]: yup
[danced naked? ]: HAHA not in front of people
[Had a really bad feeling about something then it happened? ]: YES and it happened recently
[ Wish you were the opposite sex? ] Sometimes...I would love to be emotionless when it came to certain things
[had an imaginary friend?] many
[red or blue? ] I <3 Navy Blue!
[ Spring or Fall? ] spring
[ Santa or Rudolph? ] Santa is my homeboy...I got hit on by a guy in Rudolph costume once...funny story
[ Math or English? ] i am horrible at both but if i had to pick ..english definetly ( I <3 Shakespeare)
[ What are you going to do after you finish this survey ]: Get dressed and go to work
[ What was the last food you ate? ] piece of garlic bread last night
[ High school or college? ] I loved College :)
[ Are you bored? ] yeah why else would i be doing this
[ Last noise you heard? ] Washing Machine
[ Things you like about a girl/guy?] he has to be able to express what he's feeling and of course make me laugh and take my witty comebacks
[What's on your mouse pad?] a buff half naked man!
[ Worst feeling in the world? ] realizing that someone doesn't have the same feelings for you
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] OMG thank God that was a dream
[how many rings before you answer? ] how ever many it takes me to get to the phone
[ Future daughter's name ]: I love the name Isabella
[ Future son's name? ]: Don't have any picked out lol
[ Chocolate or vanilla? ]: Chocolate even though i have a slight allergy to it
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ]: yes a few
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ]: A curator in a small museum

[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ]: righty
[Do you type with your fingrs on the right keys? ]: sometimes
[ What's under your bed?]: trundle
[ Glasses/contacts ]: contacts in the day glasses at night
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late ]: depends
[ Do You Have A Job ]: yeah... 2
[ Do You Like Being Around People ] : sometimes but sometimes i just like ot be alone
[last person who sent you an email:] don't remember

x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: ya its happened a couple of times
x. Do you have a crush on someone: ya i do but its not reciprocated
x. Favorite sport to watch: Its a toss up between baseball and football
x. Siblings: Jennifer 22 Jonathan 6
x. Location: Salem
x. College plans: i I graduated from Regis in 2007
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope...never had one

x. Do you do drugs: nope never
x. Do you drink: not as much as I used to
x. Who is your best friend: I have a few
x. What are you most scared of: being alone for the rest of my life
x. What clothes do you sleep in: nakey when no ones arorund and shorts and a tee shirt otherwise
x. Hair color: brown
x. Eye color: greenish
x. Long or Short hair: longer than its been in awhile
x. Where do you want to get married: doesn't really matter i just want to get married (tho I would love for it to be someplace historic!!)
x. Who do you really hate: i dont really hate anyone but strongly loathe
x. Been in Love: yes <3
x. Do you drive: yes a very old Oldsmobile from 1989...I love "The Flying Dutchmen"

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haven't we all?
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yessss
x. Are you lonely right now: not really lonely
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: I'm on a Boat lol
x. Do you want kids: Depends on the person

x. Room in house: Basement...its where my computer is
x. Type(s) of music: anything but country really
x. Band(s): Green Day
x. Perfume or cologne?: I wear Burberry
x. Month: June cuz its my birth month
x. Stone: Pearl

x. Cried: Yes
x. Bought something: Lunch
x. Gotten sick: I have been sick to my stomach since this weekend...haven't been able to eat a lot
x. Sang: yes lol in my car and my room
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yeah but I am afraid to
x. Met someone new: I meet new people at my job everyday lol
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: no... :(
x. Fucked someone: no
x. shaken someone's hand: yes

current mood: blank

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12:42 am - Survey!! (This is how people used to post surveys before the days of Facebook & Myspace) Enjoy!

1. I've come to realize that my boobs..
Are a lot bigger than I ever realized and are somewhat of a novelty

2. I've come to realize that having a job...
Is awesome when you love your job

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I probably shouldn't be on the phone!

4. I've come to realize that I need...
More Money and True Love

5. I've come to realize that I've lost...
My sense of reality

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
People ask where they can find the witches in Salem

8. I've come to realize that money...
Is everywhere but where it needs to be

9. I've come to realize that people...
Annoy me most of the time but I would die without social interaction

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...
The girl that no one wants to "date" I will always be the "friend" or try to be made into the "hookup"

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
Is awesome but thinks she is cooler than she actually is (I give her major props tho!)

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
Is new and I F***ing despise it!

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
That I am kinda depressed lately

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
I was really upset about something that I have no control over

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about..
How I am going to be able to move on

17. I've come to realize that my dad....
Is great to talk to about guy problems...unless he knows the guy

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
I tend to look at notifications first!

19. I've come to realize that today..
Was not the worst day but still really shitty

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
I have some really great friends, who listen to my bullshit without complaint

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow will be...
Another day at work...

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
Be in a relationship at some point

24. I've come to realize that life...
Is insane and should be turned into a novel, because its too unbelievable

25. I've come to realize that this weekend....
Will not match the amazing wedding weekend of late

27. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...
Is loud stuff, MSI, Rammstein, Rob Zombie, Ra, Dropkick Murphys

28. I've come to realize that my friends...
Are amazing in so many ways

29. I've come to realize that the past year (2009)...
Has been a really f***ed up year for me

30. I've come to realize that the last person I kissed...
Doesn't give two shits about me

31. I've come to realize that when people walk out of my life...
I get upset and hope that maybe one day they might come back

current mood: complacent

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Tuesday, August 25th, 2009
11:52 pm - I'M BACK...maybe?!
SO I have decided I need an outlet again just to get out some frustrations and facebook just isn't cutting it anymore and too many people read that, so this is the beginning of what I can only hope will be an outlet for my problems. Starting with this....

I have been thinking lately that it has come time for a change

current mood: depressed

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11:38 pm - Interesting Comparison
August 2009
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Explored the pleasures of the flesh
It takes a couple of drinks
Sex Drive 92.1%
The Pope is envious
Felt someone up once
Gayness 96.4%
Repressed, are we?
Fucking Sick96.5%
Refreshingly normal
You are 79.54% pure
Average Score: 72.3%

This one is from 2006

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Explored the pleasures of the flesh
It takes a couple of drinks
Sex Drive 97.4%
The Pope is envious
Just go fuck something, okay?
Gayness 94.6%
Repressed, are we?
Fucking Sick97.3%
Refreshingly normal
You are 86.19% pure
Average Score: 72.4%

Frosh year 2003
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Never taken out of the packaging
Sex Drive 100%
Just go fuck something, okay?
Gayness 98.2%
Repressed, are we?
Fucking Sick99.1%
Refreshingly normal
You are 92.33% pure
Average Score: 72.6%

current mood: complacent

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Sunday, December 7th, 2008
6:51 pm - FUNNY
Your rainbow is strongly shaded violet.


What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

current mood: blah

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Monday, June 2nd, 2008
I’m a Gemini.

I have 2 red poodles named Teddy (after Ted Williams the baseball player) and Weasley (after Ronald Weasley from Harry Potter)

Which brings me to...my unhealthy obsession with Harry Potter....i have been to 3 conventions/symposiums....one was in London, the other in Las Vegas and one in Salem
I have read the first book about 6 times and the second, third, fourth and fifth ones 3 times, the sixth book twice and the seventh book once (the british version).

I love reading especially fantasy books..they are my escape...just to name a few, Harry Potter, Cirque Du Freak, Chronicles of Narnia, Series of Unfortunate Events, Secret Garden, Peter Pan etc.

On that note i could read Shakespeare all day i used to keep a book with 4 comedies in my car just in case i ever needed it lolol

I love to go out for coffee or tea, sometimes i go alone, but its always better with a friend.

Up until i went to college I had been dancing since I was 4 I took Ballet, Jazz, Tap, Modern. Lyical, and Pointe...but now I dance in my room when no one is around..(but I hate dancing in public @ clubs and bars)

If you can make me laugh then I’ll probably be your friend…BUT don’t mistake my fake courteous laugh for my legit laugh

I love many types of food…BUT I DO NOT EAT ANYTHING THAT LIVES IN THE OCEAN…or anything with weird textures…like uncooked tofu, cottage cheese, tapioca pudding....ewwwww

I love having a day to myself to just do whatever I want, without anyone else around, but not all the time because I get too lonely.

I love making movies (however pointless they end up being, because it helps me to remember the good times I have had with people).

I miss taking classes and being in school, and as much as I complained about Regis I wouldn’t give up those 4 years for anything.

I love warm summer nights and the sound of the ocean.

I have OCD sometimes….but if I don’t point it out most people don’t notice.

I do not have cable in my house and haven't since i was 5, the only time i watched cable was at college...i barely ever shut the TV off and would do my homework, and sleep with the TV on.

I am absolutely terrified of the dark.

I also love Disney World with every fiber of my being.

I love stoner movies but have never smoked pot....and i also love stupid pointless comedies like scary movie, date movie, and meet the spartans.

BUT my all time favorite movie is the GOONIES!

I am obsessed with Egypt and anything to do with Egypt.

The movie "The Mummy" made me want to pursue a career in history and i went to college to study Museum Studies and History.

Regis was the only school i applied to...and when i got in i threw out the other applications that i had PLANNED to fill out.

I love the color pink...even though when i was younger i boycotted anything that was pink...go figure.

I LOVE chuck taylor's and I own 8 pairs.

Green Day is my all time favorite band...and it wasn't until that i college that i really re-kindled my love for them.... i liked them when i was younger but my mom wouldn't let me listen to their music because it was too explicit lol i hadn't actually heard their music without the bleeps until college because i had only ever heard their music on the radio.

The first CD i ever bought was Melissa Etheridge's My Little Secret...but i told everyone it was Spice Girls....but before i bought that CD the only music i listened to was classical music and broadway musicals.

My friend held me down and made me listen to Backstreet Boys in 6th grade so that i wouldn't get made fun of for not knowing who they were.

I love Broadway musicals and would rather see musicals than sit in a movie theatre..there is something about live theatre that gives me goosebumps (in a good way).

On that note i have seen Wicked 6 times i think....lol
Dirty Rotten Scoundrels 3 times
Les Miserables 2 times
Rent 2 times
and Sweeney Todd 2 times
and many other shows once

I LOVE London even though i have only been there twice, i feel like i belong there and can't wait to go back.

current mood: mellow

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Monday, May 19th, 2008
Three things I find attractive on a man: his smile, nice eyes, similar sense of humor
Three things I can't stand to touch: Dog poop, slimy things, wet dogs
Three things I want to learn: to sing, play an instrument, and learn how to direct a film
Three things I wished I'd never learned/had to learn: That fairy tales aren't true, MATH, that i have to grow up and watch everyone i love die
Three things I want right now: A good movie, some cookies, someone to cuddle with
Three things I want out of life: Happiness, Love, and maybe a little money lol

current mood: apathetic

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Thursday, February 7th, 2008
So despite that fact that it was raining, hailing, thundering and lightning and snowing out it couldn't have been a gloomier day. I feel kinda down maybe its my continuous cold that i have had since December, or maybe its that fact that i have to sell people crappy commercialized valentines day stuff. I was thinking to myself that it seems an awful waste of a day...why can't we celebrate loving people everyday? Why do we have to spend obscene amounts of money on chocolate and elaborate cards to let them know we love them, isn't saying it enough anymore? Maybe i don't understand because i'm not in a relationship but to me it seems awfully ridiculous. Besides that i am feeling like i'm in a rut with the whole work and school thing...i wish i could go back to school but unfortunately i can't afford it, but i hate my job STILL but i will not get $9.50 as a starting pay anywhere and i hate change and having to get to know all new people and working my way up....there is a reason why i stayed where i am now but i'm trying just to get by and deal with all there bullshit so that i can save some money up. ARGH this wasn't supposed to be a long post so ya i'm going to end it there sorry i haven't been writing much but its been a crazy year already and it's only February! EEKK

Much LOVE,

current mood: aggravated

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Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

hehe im such a GEEK

It has been a year of many ups and downs but there is one thing I am most thankful for and that is that my brother OK and out of the hospital...it really is a miracle and I'm thankful for that above all things!



current mood: sleepy

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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
4:15 pm - OO GEEZ
OMG wow its been monthes since i last posted and i feel soooo bad about it....i have been sooooooo busy with work and such that i have seriously been neglecting LJ but it just occurred to me yesterday that i never posted part two of the crackfic...its all typed out i just have to copy and paste it here so expect that SOOON but i gotta run to work now so i dont have much time to chat

<3 Kathryn

current mood: tired

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Friday, July 27th, 2007
So its like 98 degrees out...plus humidity i think i'm melting!
OH and so i think my body finally has finally adjusted back to home time WOOT... it was so upsetting coming back and having to work..ewwwwww but i have so many pics to remember all the funs times (i will have to put onto webshots or photobucket at some point) but anyways my family is on vacation this weekend and i'm all alone :(
its sooooo quiet without anyone around...::looks around:: ::Dances in underwear like Tom Cruise in Risky Buisness:: haha anyways i might re-read book seven whilst i have time in peace and quiet and also im working on typing out part 2 of the crackfic that a bunch of us wrote on the train to Alnwick...as soon as Sarah sends me part 1 i will put it up on here. BE on the watch for HARRY POTTER AND THE 24 HOUR PANTS PARTY!!!

well thats all for now...ttfn

<3 Kat

"Percy wouldn't know a joke if it danced naked in front of him wearing Dobby's tea cosy."

current mood: nostalgic

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Saturday, July 21st, 2007
I Finished Deathly Hallows in about 9 hours (combined) !!! I was fourfth in line and my friends and I got interviewed by the BBC which is cool. I started reading at 12:01 and read until 5:30 when i literally passed out on top the book laying on the floor of the University of Westminster Basement. I was awoken by Sarah around 7 ish and i was quoted saying "If you take a picture of me i WILL KILL YOU!!!" then Sarah proceeded to take a picture to which i responded "Thats it im going to kill you...your DEAD!!" BUt i started reading on and off again due to my lack of being able to keep my eyes open for very long...i found myself reading the same lines continuousl....but anyways im heading over to a discussion and then tommorow i leave to come home!!!

Im sad to leave and come home because i have met so many awesome new people but i'll be glad to see everyone at home again.

<3 Kat

current mood: sleepy

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Thursday, July 19th, 2007
6:22 am - LONDON
Im in LONDON!!! i found out the password for my hotel wifi so i can communicate now!

So we got here on Tuesday and started off a bit bad.. but it had gotten much better and yesterday we went to Kings Cross Station and took a train out to Scotland

and we went to Alnwick Castle where they filmed Harry Potter ...Which was amazing!!!!

but thats all for now....i'm actually heading out soon for a picnic in Regents Park with Sarah and some of our new friends...so i just wanted to let people know i was ok....Talk to you all soon!

<3 Kathryn

p.s. i miss you all sooooo much

current mood: excited

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Saturday, June 9th, 2007
11:31 pm - YAY
So i haven't posted in ages..to be honest i have become such a Facebook Whore lol anyways

The Graduation Party went awesome but I'm extremely exhausted from setting up today and then having to clean it all up but thanks to all who went, I love you all!!!! I know some of you couldn't make it but i still love you too!! I hate to sound mushy but i rally am blessed to have such great friends.

So its about 15 minutes or so until my birthday...and i realized how boring turning 22 is....its just a step closer to 25 eeeeeek sometimes i just want to go back to a simpler time when i had no worries or stress....

on a SUCKY note, work is being stupid and won't give me hours and it couldn't be at a worse time. As of right now i am only working 2 days a week @ the Nurse House....But whatever I'm going to Florida in 2 weeks and London in July so i have that to look forward to

<3 Kathryn

current mood: exhausted

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Thursday, May 10th, 2007
3:23 pm - IM SUCH A TOOL
After tomorrow i will have taken my last final and finished COLLEGE...Im excited but sad at the same time! I'm going to miss so much about Regis, especially all my friends!

4 years has flown by and i was sitting and thinking about these past 4 years, how far i've come, how many friends i have made and i can't help but wish i could go back in time and just savor the moments i had. You never realize how fast time flies until you reach the end. I know i must sound like a tool but it is really how i feel. I hope i never lose touch with all the friends i made, you are the ones that made my Regis experience everything it was. I wish i could name you all but i know i would forget some people. "The language of friendship is not words but meanings" (Henry David Thoreau)

Thanks to my friends, teachers and everyone that took the time to get to know me... i WILL MISS YOU ALL SOOO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!

"Wherever you go, GO with all your Heart" (Confucius)

current mood: sad

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Wednesday, April 18th, 2007
Its almost midnight...which means its almost thursday...which means its ALMOST OPENING NIGHT...it will be my FIRST and LAST Regis play! lol
Im sooo damned nervous but excited at the same time!
I can't wait for it to be over yet i will be sad when it ends!

After the play is over i have so much work to catch up on but i only have a little less than a month until i graduate!!!!!!! OOO Bittersweetness how you fill my life!

current mood: nervous

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Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
WOW i haven't written in a long time..mostly cuz i don't really have anything to say...But I have been sooooo stressed and i feel like i'm losing all my energy to even finish...and to top it off i feel so sick and i keep waking up!

If i finish everything that is due this week and next week and make it thru the play i will be surprised but i'm going to try my best ....i just have to keep telling myself its almost over!

And if everyone didn't already know I'm in A Midsummer Nights Dream
And here are the performance dates, let me know if you want to come and see me
April 19-21 @ 8 PM
April 22 @ 2 PM

current mood: sick

1 Bewitched Bothered & Bewildered [ Go Weak ]

Sunday, March 25th, 2007
10:39 pm

1 Bewitched Bothered & Bewildered [ Go Weak ]

Wednesday, March 14th, 2007
1:53 pm - NUDITY
So i really liked this pic of Daniel Radcliffe

Then i saw the unedited one...
BEWARE this cut contains male nudity
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current mood: confused

3 Bewitched Bothered & Bewildered [ Go Weak ]

Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
When Your On Top
I need a bed that nobody's slept in.
I need some air nobody's been breathin'.
I need a thought that I can believe in.
Is this fog or is the building really burnin'?
I need you now, much more than ever.
I'm making new friends but none of them matter.
Maybe now we don't fit together.
But you've your arms around no one but strangers.

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

I wanna wake up and just start running,
Into a ditch or straight up a mountain.
I wanna get what no one's been gettin.
Make it deeper then hell,
Or make it higher than heaven.
I need someone whos press hasn't been mad,
When everybody's disappearing by the minute.
There isn't anyone left I haven't met yet,
Well I remember when they hadn't gotten to you yet.

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

[When you're on top]

Half way up and over this rainbow,
I heard a shot fire up from the games.
As I dropped I didnt' think you'd follow,
Just didn't know the sky was this shallow.

I need a garden where nothing's forbidden.
I need an apple that no one's been eatin'.
I wanna start again back at the beginning.
I had a vision that this feeling maybe has it.

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

[When you're on top]

I need you now...! much more than ever!
I wanna start again back at the beginning!

I feel fine,
With the sun in my eyes,
The wind in my hair.
We're falling out this sky.
I'm doing better than I thought I would.
But nothing's ever as good as when you're on top.

current mood: amused

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